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HA HA HA HA. No.

What dad keeps saying is that I can't go to that show Sam wants to come see, and that's frustrating but I don't know exactly what to do about it seeing that I'm way too damn tired to argue. I'm starting to find it hard to talk to you, Sam, since I'm just worried about annoying you sometimes. Since I do find myself rather annoying.

I'm not sad right now, so it's really just a statement, so don't take offense or anything, I just feel like I'm walking on eggshells whenever we're together. As if the very worst thing I could ever do would be to say the wrong thing about something you wish I didn't talk about as much as I do. (Though, admittedly, there are alot of things I talk about too much because I don't have anything else to put my energy into - I give you that. I guess we both wish I was better rounded.)

I feel like that's why the conversation tends to fade and dead end? (If you have a better idea I'd love to know, since I think that talking about something with substance might be the key solution.)

I got AIM back up, since I'm becoming less averse to actually dealing with the people I care about (THANKYOU GOD, I BELIEVE YOU EXIST AND ARE THE REASON MY DEPRESSION IS LIFTING MAYBESORTAKINDAINAWEIRDSORTOFWAYNOTSOMUCH) and I've started singing again, which is a good sign. Pepper and I have started talking again, and Kim and I fangirled Cats which I have never gotten a chance to fangirl before, even though I know quite alot about it. Pepper wants me to come to his junior prom, which I think is sweet, and I'm going to try and see if I can somehow arrange it, because I'd like to.

(Rush hour / at the days dawning. / The rain came / and pushed me under the awning. / And the puddles grew and threw themselves at me / with the ever passing car I'm / shielding my guitar and there were / some things that I / did not tell him there were / certain things he did not / need to know / and there were / some days when I / did not love him and he / didn't understand me and I don't know why / I didn't go / I expected / Summer / to be there in the morning / I awoke to the alarm / but she was out of arm's reach / sneaking out / on silent thighs / that were spent and sore from the hot nights which / came before.)

Ani Difranco, I totally love you.

I still have to write my article for the newspaper in English and I'm not looking forward to it because that's not the job I wanted and everyone knows it. (It's not the job I am most capable of doing. Ms. Hall why the hell are you such an asshat. I AM PETULANT, WHAT AN ACCURATE STATEMENT. -BATS EYELASHES-) I have Chemistry homework thatIdon'tknowhowtodo too, so I'm really not very happy about it, but all in all I think it would be best to do that before going to...

...that's right.



AND YOU BETTER BET I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT LIKE NOTHING ELSE. INTERNETORNOINTERNETIGETTOGOONTHEPOTCRIDEANDIAMGOINGTOHAVEABLAST.

So yeah. ...homework. I should probably get on that. -smacks forhead-

I wonder what Scar's doing for break.

I totally want to read that manuscript. Christ.


[EDIT]



TOLD YOU MORGAN TOLD YOU TOLD YOU. XDDDD AVERYONETHINKINEEDAGAYFRIEND.

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kimitora
Apr. 1st, 2007 08:08 am (UTC)
...Did I hear DISNEYLAND?

And on a completely random note, WOW Lamb, that's a hecka lot of tags! @_@
tsuzukinoai
Apr. 1st, 2007 04:34 pm (UTC)
YOU DID.

IT'S TRUE. I WAS SO CLOSE TO PUTTING MY "WTF TOO MANY TAGS" ON IT.
kimitora
Apr. 1st, 2007 04:50 pm (UTC)
D: Fun. ROLLAR COASTERS. COTTEN CANDY.

XD <3
tsuzukinoai
Apr. 1st, 2007 08:00 pm (UTC)
I WANT TO TAKE YOU SOMEDAY. DDDD:

I WAS SERIOUSLY JUST TYPING ALONG AND KEPT ADDING THING AFTER THING AFTER THING IT WAS CRAZY.
kimitora
Apr. 2nd, 2007 01:14 am (UTC)
I know I'd ruin the day by getting food stuck in my hair when riding a rollar coaster.

...Like the cotten candy. D: Maybe. Hopefully not. >.>

XD ilu~
tsuzukinoai
Apr. 2nd, 2007 05:43 am (UTC)
PFT I DOUBT IT. THAT IS SO MY JOB.

...I would eat it out. (PLEASE DO NOT SAY "EW GROSS.")

Ilu2. Soverymuch.
kimitora
Apr. 2nd, 2007 05:57 am (UTC)
XD Does that mean at least my hair won't turn into a really candy-sweets hairdo-thing? whipped cream as hair spray, FTW XD

...Only if it's the pink cotten candy!

<3
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